so

Just read Hayleys blog.

It is so my favourite

She is so cool

lol cool.

but she is just really cool

we agree on a lot of things

tears-

I'm guessing are something that come when theres nothing left or right to say in a situation

whether your to sad, happy or tired and can't explain yourself or feelings tears fit right in.

I haven't cried in an awfully long time

don't know whether that's a bad thing or not

I just haven't

have definatly felt like it, but tears just haven't come

not sure what that means either

Life is good

to tired for my own good though

eep

mum and dad feel like they get the worst of me..

they never see me and when im home im tired therefore grumpy slash easily annoyed

opps.

recently enjoying:

Jolie Holland, Billie Holiday, Erin McKeown and Peter Mulvey

 which is so random

recently missing:

having a pet

looking foward to recently:

sleep. duh

I want to go horse riding

ok random. fell off a horse for the first time a year-ish ago

so wasnt as bad as i thought it would be

so now when i ride i'm not really scared of falling off becasue it wasn't even that bad

this can probably relate to something important

eg just giving things a go because if you fail or it doesnt work out you realise it's not that bad and you can just keep trying with less fear i guess, instead of stupidly worrying about something horrible that could happen if you did do this thing. and failed.

also you have to learn to trust the horse and the horse has to learn to trust you.

you have to get to know what the horse is capable of before you can trust it.

horses are such carefree animals

but listen when they have to

well once theve been trained to

.

Jesus is amazing

I love him so much and am forever grateful

life is so happy with Him

honestly

at the end of the day whatever has happened you can't be angry or sad

you just can't

I will find no greater love than with Him

He is love.God is love

Iv'e always known slash been told this, that God is love

but only recently (past two weeks-ish)

have i really opened my eyes to this, like the massive sacrafice he gave.

He gave his one and only son! what the heck. for selfish sinning people like us

Jesus knew what he had to do and did it with no regret, and it was all for other people, it was for

everybody 

every single person that has ever lived and ever will live on this earth

wow

sow

pumped for next years journey

Hes already looking down smiling, proud.