organisation

I have finally purchased a 2011 diary, hello organisation.

There is nothing nicer than hopping in a bed with clean sheets and a freshly made bed








i can't wait to go to bed tonight.

wind, rain and sunggly weather.

recently found my grandads old polaroid camera and desperatly want to find film for it
hashtaggoingtobeamission
i enjoy random really windy weather when i'm walking and yes my hair is in a topnot so it isn't whipping me in the face.
wind makes me feel fresh!
iv'e caught up on a bit of sleep so now i'm just at the tired stage where everything is randomly funny then i zone out, rather than finding everything annoying and can easily feel like crying at the most inconvenient times. this is a good thing.
i love watermelon.
reading blogs in i.t today and completly forgot where i was. to into other peoples lives.
i think i can easily put myself into other peoples shoes, and see there side of a decision or opinion.
read a book last week. it is so easy to get lost in a book. i love reading.





• life is funny how it pans out
• can my decisions really effect somebody elses life?
• i think i've found it.
• how long will it take to admit it.
• i dislike repetition

bullet points makes things simple. i like simple.

important?

I think things that are supposed to be special or important are overrated
can you really make yourself have the best christmas?
best birthday?
best new years?
special first kiss?
cutest engagament?
funnest holiday?
etc

this is why i love spontaneity
things that aren't planned always turn out way more memroable than something youv'e had planned for ages and had the time to raise expectation for..
but then i think about camp, and conference.
all the hype, promoting, fasting, excitment, planning that goes into it
confession i generally try forget about it untill it's like that week!
that's why i never really seam excited for many things
but 100% enjoy them when they do come.

we can go anywhere with God's light

we are never alone

the unknown excites me

take me on a journey

i've discovered

i find titles hard to think of

find it interesting where people go for inspiration

i am really oblivious to like everything which i don't think is a good thing

yet i love just watching people, it's awkward when you forget they can see you and everybody thinks there's something wrong with you because your sitting by yourself

low key parinoid about something really bad happening

reading my old blogs and thinking what the heck

you can't trust anybody

when you finally admit to something you told youself you never would you get hurt

i don't actually laugh enough

i enjoy simplicity

i want to move, i think.

life is confusing

i feel different

blogging makes me think to much, i might stop again

?

hmmpf

a lot to think about..



Well what can i say it's been awhile.

I think age is a funny thing, when our birthdays come around we generally get asked the sarcastic question "do you feel any older?" and our reply of corse is no because well we feel the same as we did yesterday.

I just thought about this, and now looking back I realise we grow up, change and mature so fast.





we become more independent
we make our own decisions

we discover our own style

we learn right from wrong

'we have the time of our lives'

we find what we think love is

we create our futures.

 

then there's the lucky ones

we find Jesus

life is beautiful.

*life with Jesus is beautiful.