etc

I know i have already blogged today but i miss it

so

Walked George today by myself because T didn't want to do it

felt a little weird just me and him

but it was cute

we had cuddles in the long grass

 he licked me to death

he loves making friends George does

like actualy everyone slash dog that walks past he is dying to get to

awkward moment when this one guy asked how old he was

hes not mine so i don't know

LOL

Played touch rugby with the boys

thought i didn't like touch

but i enjoyed it

Elevate bet Huge!

I also got a try

pumped for tomorrow

It's Graces birthday!

this time i will get the call right, haha imagine if i forgot

not going to happen.

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Honestly childrens imaginations amaze me

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Really appreciating the people from Kapiti that are now in my life and i'm glad i get to spend summer with them, will be completly different people that i would have been with last year.

kinda makes me sad thinking of those people, eg my best friends, i spend last summer with

but it's for the better that i'm not with them anymore

it's for Jesus

eep

I enjoy

I enjoy being barefoot

 

I enjoy how its such a free feeling and how you can feel so much more with your feet like the grass and sand and carpet, it's not always a pleasent feeling eg hot sand, prickles on the grass but you wouldnt know that if you had shoes on so you would walk without noticing. I like noticing things.

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Mowed the lawns on Saturday, good times.

while mowing i realised how nice my garden is and how i miss spending time in it

I need to spend more time outside, summer will help me with that.

Saturday night worked raising money to get kids to camp, it was honestly beautiful.

Kinda intence but not as much as anybody else would say

10 hours

I decided i wouldnt rather be anywhere else than there with the people that were also working

it was beautiful, i felt so blessed even though we were all tired and sweating because it was so hot it was enjoyable and rewarding knowing you were getting kids to camp.

Bri stayed

we had a good time

I really enjoy her and want to spend a lot more of my time with her

I enjoy hearing about her life and revalations

her in general

shes amazing

I had a laugh

I was sitting on the side of a spa in Palmers filled with cold water with my feet in it.

it felt so nice but Josh told me to get my feet out haha

Was trying to decide whether i enjoy it still being light after the evening service

I enjoy how its still light after the evening service

Just got a call from Smile Creations saying i have a dentist appointment tomorrow.

Thanks for telling me mum

cheers

OK!

this morning i had a dream about Graces birthday which is tomorrow

so while i was half alseep slash still dreaming, i think, i picked up my cell phone and called her

she answers and i start singing 'happy birthday to you etc'

Grace just replies and says it's not my birthday

I am now awake

 we both have a laugh

I enjoy Grace and will miss her over the summer when she visits her father in America

Can't wait to go fishing

I also enjoy Josh and Simeon and feel like our friendship has grown a lot in a short time

Summer will be fun in Kapiti

hello

go for a walk

you never know what youll find

Free

The weirdest slash coolest thing happened to me the other day:
woke up, not really loving life my sleeping patterns are playing with me, honestly 4am? I can't have had enough sleep why am i waking up? hmm. anyway back to woke up, not really loving life, tried to study it was a fail, kinda done nothing all day. When T got home from school we went and walked George the dog, that was nice everyone on the walk was so friendly. But yea mum said i couldn't go to the work thing raising money for camp kids so i had a bit of a cry (not literally cry, im not like that) went to my room and played my all time favourite game/the only game i have classic snake and i bet my high score! it is now 2434, i believe that is unbeatable. that just made my day
or so i thought..
The previous night i had recieved a txt message from 124 saying "Thank you. Your prepaid top up number is (numbers). To top up call *333" yea so in my grump i decided to try use it. *ring, enter number* voice on the other end says "thank you $60 has been added to your account" what. the. heck. i sat there for about tewnty minutes staring into space wondering if i should call somebody, i felt like i just won the lotto.

thank you Jesus

He made my day

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He also made my day yesterday

Me, Josh and Sim saw the most amazing shooting star while star gazing after Elevate. honestly it was amazing! T missed it though, she was guttered so we all lay there and prayed for a really cool shooting star that we would all see. we mentioned just casually that on really stary nights you don't really see the moon. the moon is my favourite, it does things to me i swear. Josh went inside and Sim T and I drove home, not disapointed just talking about how cool it would be if God actually gave us the shooting star we were praying for. as we were driving i look to my right and see a glimpse of the brightest thing hiding behind the trees, sim looks and sees it to. we are all really excited so we turn around and go back and see the moon  ahhh it was amazing, bright and big and it was rising because we couldnt see it before it was honestly beautiful and it got us all hypo. T asks Sim can you put these windows down hes like yea next thing she yells out the window "Jesus I love you" it was beautiful, next thing all three of us are just yelling out our windows laughing, and laughing at how God would just be laughing at us getting all excited over a moon that he just created, just like that *poof moon* its so easy for him to make us happy, he never disapoints!

That glipmse of the moon was better than the shooting star we were asking for.

Thank you Jesus

p.s ive finished all my exams

i'm free

Be real

life is good.

I enjoy how life is going. I enjoy where life is going although im not to sure where that is. im not worrying about it. something like trusting the unknown it is a beautiful thing.
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first impressions..

I always wonder what people think of me at first..



 

Im not certain if everybody feels this but for me there are definatly people in my life i feel very protecive over, maybe not a child-like protective just generally care about.
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I like to think i am somebody people feel comfortable talking to and being real with. Also think it is something you have to earn from a person. 

I enjoy counselling new christians. 

I fell asleep today listening to taylor swift on repeat..i missed my exam. eek.

I do enjoy listening to the same song on repeat though, sometimes.

I'm excited about life. I guess.

hello tomorrow

relax

I think for the first time in my memory of my life i have made a decision

i'm not worried about it either,  i honestly think it is the right one.

my cat just had a mental spaz in my room, chasing a tiny ball of rubbish then scratching my duvet and walls.

i wonder if cats are happy when they do that? or are they are angry? surly if a human ran around doing that people would think they were nutty. cats are just entertaining. my other cat is now sleeping on my bed.

i like the company.

I am so tired i am at the stage where i dont really feel awake and everything gets to me and i dont know what i feel so i just feel like crying. but i honestly have no tears.

ok well Fridy night couldnt get to sleep till at least 2am, just sat in my lounge doing nothing.

slept in till 11 which i never do had a bowl of cereal and went to bed again.

woke up at 2pm txt my friend Elaine i havent seen in months. went for a walk on the beach with her which was beautiful. i really enjoyed that. shes not friends with any of my other friends so shes just my special friend that i can just go tell everything thats on my mind. sort of to offload.

 she isnt christian but she is fully supportive and the sweetest person so i miss not seeing her often, even though she lives around the corner as weve grown older weve both become busy.

she had work from 5.30 till midnight so i just chilled at her house had dinner with her family. it was nice because it was like being alone and away from everything really. i didnt have to worry about anything. i feel so at home when i go to her house its so relaxing.

tomorrow will be a good day.

golfing slash studying with Thomas Carter.

make up for not seeing him on his birthday!

sleep time

 

Orphans, Kingdoms

Our Kapiti regional meeting was utter beauty lastnight. Although i hate public speaking/praying/attention so thats always awkward.

Well school is over tomorrow then into study leave eeep
low key stressing over exams i havent started studying yet!

Honestly in love with the song 'Orphans, Kingdoms' by Brooke Fraser at the moment.
It's on replay, all day. intentional rhyme there.



Had a shower in candle light lastnight. it was very relaxing.
wish i had a bath tub though

dum-de-do